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  • This seems interesting, i’ll read it fully after work if i don’t forget.

    Something has me convinced i’m depressed but the only time i ever had the posibility to look for help they sort of just worked me towards the door and cut me off asap.

    But they ended up giving me some sort of anti psychotic medication, which definitely allowed me to get back on my feet at the time. (Shit was dark, i fell in a hole with covid, homelessness and unemployment alltogether with my wife and reached a point where i struggled so much i couldn’t even get my ass to a job interview).

    But i still don’t know what the cause of my struggles is, only that they’ve been around as long as i can remember. Some form of psychotic whatever wouldn’t surprise me either looking at my mom and what she did. But from what i know (which isn’t a lot obviously) it seems more like depression.






  • Abaolutely, it’s obvious where it came from.

    I have my own, different issues especially socially. It’s bad enough she has to deal with that, sometimes i wish it wasn’t an issue because she has so much potential past that unlike myself…so i hate watching it be like this.


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    My wife has this, she’s incapable of breaking rules.

    Let’s say her employer to do things a and then b, but then a coworker tells her it’s better (in practice) to do it the other way around…she’ll get an error and stop functioning at all.

    I was told all these scary things about life and always had this: “i’ll see it when i get there” attitude. So now i have to spend half my energy dragging my wife along otherwise she’ll forget to live life.






  • I typed up a complete rant about how i wasted away so much time to work, trying to obtain an income that’s capable of getting me a house.

    But now is the time to focus on what IS positive at the moment, like how i’m still happily together with the wife.

    If i let the negavtives of the past take control, i’ll just stumble down a deep hole again and i don’t want that.